o1.
i'm cleaning out a lot of crap and useless people/things from my life, but it isn't as easy as clicking 'delete...' though, i'm working on it; i'm going to do right by myself for once. there are two people in my life (other than immediate family) whose lives hold more value than mine own, and it's about time i realized it.
o2.
when my photographs, my art, is used without my consent i tend to get really pissed. i am not an angry person; in fact, i'm quite laid back. i also don't do much with my photographs when it comes to publishing or showing, or even this deviantart account. i rarely upload anything, because i don't think that it is necessary, and i can find flaws in all of my work... probably because i don't try. everything is candid with me. but you see, it has come to my attention that my art was used in a literary magazine, the john adams yearbook, and a library contest without my knowledge or permission. i can only think of three people who had access to these photographs in a useful digital form, two of which are former teachers, the other being my (techno-terrified)mother. i think i know who put them in, most likely with the best of intentions, but it IRKS me to no end.
o3.
i have finally found MY love, when it was thought impossible. where did this person come from? how did he find ME? when did it come to God's attention that i deserved such a person, such a love? whenever, however, why ever, i can only be thankful.
"Father, oh Father, oh Father, oh Father, Father, well I am ready, won't You let it begin? 'Cause I am here now, I want to dance in, the mighty palm of Your hand."
- Mood:
Disgust - Listening to: hey monday
- Reading: the tempest
- Drinking: ginger tea